I've had a lot of time to think
About what happened here tonight
I wanted to apologize
But never got the nerve to say the words
If I say it soft
You won't believe it
You'll brush it off
Like you made believe this
Was happening to you
But what's happening to me?
Slowly push this boy out the door
And act like everything is ok
Well, it's not, believe me
Maybe this was more than you could handle
From the moment i walked through the door
I know it's hard to think about
What we were and what we'll never be again
But when it's said and done
Give up the grudge
Honestly, I'll keep all my secrets in mind
And I'll never tell, I'll never tell them