I am sure this place is ruining me
All missed opportunities and looks across crowded rooms
And I never eat the right thing
I have silent nights with the tv
And conversations with my future as it looms
But most of the time, I just feel like I'm failing
All of my moments they don't add up, they just pass through
Most of the time, I just feel like a fool
A fool for leaving you
I am sure that I am brave and smart with pleasant smile and open heart
But that doesn't guarantee
And I can pick it up all on my own and prove it through my telephone
Shouting, "I'm a big girl, look at me"
For leaving you
And it's sunny all the time, and I cannot make it through.