Lately, right now I feel like it's all over
'Cause I've been trapped inside my head for so long
I'm sorry, I should've called when I was sober
But some days I get scared to be alone
I, I'm blacking out
And I can't help it
I, I scream and shout
And I can't help
Sleeping with the light on every night
I can't stand my bedroom, I put blankets on the couch
It's killing me, I'm burning up inside
I'm a mess right now and I'm just freaking out
I'm seeing sounds, I'm freaking out
I'm freaking out
I'm freaking out
It's stupid
But I'm better off when I stay quiet
Cause I push away all the ones that hold me close
I'm losing
My mind, on yeah, I just can't take it
I'm in the corner, yeah I'm bleeding on the ropes
I
I'm blacking out and I can't help it
I
I scream and shout
And I can't help it
Sleeping with the light on every night
I can't stand my bedroom, I put blankets on the couch
It's killing me, I'm burning up inside
I'm a mess right now and I'm just freaking out
I'm seeing sounds, I'm freaking out