44nope - Hate Christmas Lyrics

I remember all the times
that I waited outside your door
and i hoped to see you out there and let me in

and now on my bedroom floor
i can feel the cold on my face
I hear the voices in this home

and i wonder why
and i wonder why
you are not here
and this time forever

and i fall
(outside the rain turns snow, christmas time at home alone
watch this time it fades away, i should go don't wanna stay)

so i'm walkin down the street
and i'm blinded in the dark
by the christmas city lights
they posses the night

I can't wait until midnight
I see people all around me
they seem so happy in this place

and i wonder why
and i wonder why
you are not here
and this time forever

and i fall
(outside the rain turns snow, christmas time at home alone
watch this time it fades away, i should go don't wanna stay)