I saw you
With a very loose grip on your tight ship
And I left you
With a very big mess then I watched it progress
Took a little time for your trip
But i saw you starting to slip
And you always kept your eyes on
Any little hiding spot that you had forgot
And I saw you after a decent spell in a private hell
And I told you
I hope I live a thousand lives hope I live them well
Fought my mind to keep my life
But my body's putting up their tougher fight
Yeah if it feels wrong you can go on along
But once it feels right then you just lost the fight
I saw you
With a very lose grip on your tight ship
And I lost you
When you said one hit couldn't hurt a bit
Took a little time for your trip
But I saw you starting to slip
'Cuz you always kept your eyes on
Any little hiding spot that you had forgot
And I can't shake
The terror of my life fleeting, minute by minute
Even when I can't imagine another day waking up in it
Fought my mind to keep my life
But my body's putting up a tougher fight
Yeah if it feels wrong you can go on along
But once it feels right then you just lost the fight