Are you losing sleep?
Or did you think that I would try,
To spend my time counting the days?
To watch the sun go down,
Outside your house?
You know I cant carry this weight
I still never gave up,
The dreams that we made up
At least I'm not lying myself away
It's all the same to you
Of all the times to speak-
You spoke out first,
And all the times to leave-
You chose the worst,
You picked yourself,
Just because it hurts
Counting the days,
'Til I don't bite my tongue
Constantly tried,
But never proved me wrong
I got it rough,
Got my fingers crossed,
That you'll be gone
But I still never gave up,
Those dreams that we made up
At least I'm not lying myself away
It's all the same to you
Hoping for something is better than nothing
Hoping for something good
You try to push it down,
But end up bleeding out
You try to push it down