so this time i am the one to blame
the last time i almost drown
it did not feel the same
and now i am withholding all the pain
and i still remember how i hurt myself when i shut this all away
this time no one can hear me
cuz im screaming on the floor
i feel so far away from healing
so im stepping back inside
stepping back inside of me
this time the voice is screaming
it screams in me silently
and now i am wanting this to change
cuz this time ive come to far and again i cannot run away
and i know the ends not far away
cuz i still remember how i hurt myself when i shut this all away
this time no one can hear cuz im screaming on the floor
i feel so far away from healing
so im stepping back inside
stepping back inside of me
this time the voice is screaming
it screams in me silently
screams in me
this time no one can hear
cuz im screaming on the floor
i feel so far away from healing
so im stepping back inside
stepping back inside of me
this time the voice is screaming
it screams in me
screams in me silently