Silkk talking: I don't know if you listening but..
I got so many questions I don't know where to start
(is that you? God is that you? ....... it's me)
Is there a heaven or a hell, if so is that theory true?
Why go through so much?
So I guess it was you when ? ? gave me the last second to run
And I don't know why I shed so many tears
Forgive my god, I haven't been to church in months
Some times I rob, steal and kill, just to eat
I popped him, I don't know if I killed him but somebody died in my building d
You think you can forgive me for my sins?
If so hold up, another homie died ? ? you think you can forgive me again?
Some times I feel like death is chasing me but just ain't catch me yet
I'm wondering if he is going to catch me when I stop to catch my breath
They say days are cut shorter from the things that you did
And if so then why take the kids?
Huh?
Why is it racism? where did drugs come from?
Why is it so much death where I live? who idea was it to make guns?
And why my grandparents was slaves?
And why is is diseases with no cure like cancer and aids?
Why is it rich and poor?
Why is it a death row?
And though I try and do everything, I just wanna know if it is worth it
Sometime I feel like I'm doing it all, sometime I just don't feel like i
Serve my purpose
Nigga scared of the past
All my homies wanna know but scared to ask
God everybody for they self sometime I don't feel like I'm all alone
Don't worry bout me if I have to go so watch my brother them when I'm gone
And what about when I couldn't pay my bills I was almost kicked out where i
Lived
And everything happened at the same time
And you must know my lifestyle
Knowing I can't change my life
So why did my homie die instead of me?
I don't understand
I wanna know, how you determine who dies and who stays living?
Look I gotta couple mo' questions I need to know
God, can you tell me, when is it my time to go?
(everything goes silent)
Silkk talking: where you at? I wasn't finish asking you.
Hook
A gangsta prays for another day
Even though he lives wrong
Trying to live this way
(x5) til fade