I am torn!
There's an ocean in my heart that screams your name
Father am I still alive?
I can't feel
Crashing in the undertow can't breathe
Wake me up if I'm still there
In every nightmare my voice runs dry
The stars are bleeding, it's cold outside
Far behind these constellations that I'm breathing in
I feel You burning through the darkness that I'm trapped within
Let me know that I'll survive when the light inside me dies
I'm holding on, holding on
I can't sleep
The shadows take my confidence away
Catch me when I fall apart
Break these walls
I'm captive in my broken frame of mind
Every moment feels the same
In every nightmare my voice runs dry
The stars are bleeding, it's cold outside
Far behind these constellations that I'm breathing in
I feel You burning through the darkness that I'm trapped within
Let me know that I'll survive when the light inside me dies
I'm holding on, holding on
I'll wait for You to save me once again
Show me how to live beyond the shadows where I stand
The fear that haunts my every thought
Would die tonight shattered by Your grace
Oh by Your grace
Far behind these constellations that I'm breathing in
I feel You burning through the darkness that I'm trapped within
Let me know that I'll survive when the light inside me dies
I'm holding on, holding on