Now I
I wake up suffering in
life-lies
created perfect for my
low pride
for all the time I spent alone I
I'm a dying ember inside
forever agony
I have to beat my fear
into eternity
for all the pride I've left
left me alone to die
I have to kill what
is bleeding inside
on the edge of patience
outside my pain
I can see your face
full of lies
stop hiding me
to see what's left
stop hiding me
repressed emotions
hid too long
too deep inside
my sorrow
awakened
it has become too real
see who I never seem to be
never see who I need to be
you
borrowed
light in darkest nights
I buried
the lying pale shadows
no more
patience
break through this wall
into a world
a world painted black
created with dreams
I'll never forget
this is the sorrow I left
left for my sins, left for my stars
shining too bright
now I die