I feel there's a devil inside me
whispering softly nothings wrong
feeding my rage with a trickle of envy
leading me somewhere that I belong
I feel there's a devil inside me
steering me swiftly nothing's wrong
feeding my pain it's so delicate baby
building this fantasy getting strong
. I feed it
. I need it
. I breathe it
. (I'm broken and blind)
. I feed it
. I need it
. I breathe it
. (I'm leaving you all behind)
Now that I know why it seemed so easy for you
now that I know why you didn't really care
did you really think that I'd just fade away
did you really think that I'd just disappear
(I'll show you how it feels)
(I'll show you how it feels)
(I'll show you how it feels)
so it seems I've found the perfect place
a lonely hurting hell that I can never leave
so it makes you feel just a little better if you think
I felt the same way you believed
but you deceived and now
I'll show you how it feels