Aha, I know what you’re thinking
And you’re wrong
I’m not gonna sing you a song
This time, I’m gonna open myself
And let you see what’s inside of me
I’m in my war
It’s a battlefield of choice
A war that nobody sees, only me
Nobody wins in this war
We can only choose
Only lose
It’s a choice between the body and the heart
You win your body and lose your heart
Or you win your heart and lose your body
People ask me all these questions
My anger, my hatred
Where do they come from
They come from me
They come from my heart
I guess I’m weird
Cause I can see on people their fears and their desires
I try not to believe in these
But they keep following me, where ever I go
So here I am
Now you’ve seen my hurts
There is a silver knife plunged in my back
See, there is a silver knife in my back
Underneath underneath
What you see underneath
Underneath underneath
Can’t you see
It’s hard to breath
Sometimes I draw
But the portrait has no culture
Nothing moves
Only ghosts in the flame
Wish the rain would wake me up
Then I’d go with her
Stroll with her
I see nothing outside
It’s a place that nobody comes
So, all this liberty I enjoy
And that I suffer from
It’s like you’ve dared to say you know me
It’s like you are all dead to me
All these twenty-eight years
I’ve spent them looking for myself
People think I’m crazy
I have always been doing things
That normal people don’t do
Why ? I don’t know !
I don’t understand myself
I think deep in my mind
I hate myself
But nervermind
I guess I just want to forget
Underneath underneath
What you see underneath
Underneath underneath
Can’t you see ?
It’s hard to breath
Je ne dors plus
Je suis divisée en deux
Une en paix et l’autre au combat
Je ne mange plus
Car la nourriture n’a plus de goût
Rien n’a plus rien de sens
Je vis dans le noir
La lumière lointaine, inaccessible, intouchable
Je suis ce que je ressens, je suis ce que je vois, jusque je crois
Je suis ce que je ressens, je suis ce que je crois, je suis ce que je vois