I feel so helpless so alone
I don't want your help, I'll make it on my own
I'm so messed up 'cause you said you cared
I guess you lied to me then and there
I feel so useless and want to die
But suicide I'd never try
I'm such a hypocrite but I'm always true
I feel like no one since I've lost you
Gouge my eyes and make me blind
Shut me up I'm not her kind
Cut out my heart and feel me bleed
Kill me now it's what I need
I feel the ice run down my neck
Un-buy my life, un-write that check
This is the finish, the final finale
This marks the end, the end of me
I was born a screw up right from the start
I see this now as they milk my heart
This is my last will and testament
I can't help it my life is spent