I wonder if you know the effect you forever have on me
Trips me out, guess the laughs on me
Say you'll wait till we can rendezvous but I worry everyday that I'm closer to bein late, uh
Too late, cause you grew up
If only you could of stayed you wouldn't be lookin for true love
Would of made sure your heart was never broken
Cause no one deserves that, I hope you know this...
You make my day, any time you text
Well can't you run away?
If not I'll just have to get this money frst, hop on a plane
What's mine is yours
Cause without you I'm not myself, not since I had a taste of
We were young, and in love
You know how that story goes
Now I'm up, then I'm down
No one ever gets too close
Cause any chance I get to take a break from life
I'm haunted by our perfect memories
My hopes will never let me be myself with her
If she isn't you, baby if she isn't you
I can't be myself, I can't be myself
My love, do you get it yet?
Been a minute since I've actually dated
Pointless when I'm never really in it...
Knowin you're ou t there uncommitted
Always comparin you to these women
Babe, do you feel the same?
Or would you try anothers love, may be take his name? before givin us the chance that we never had
It kills me to know you ever even had a fing in between our past and now
But I let it go somehow... you're sumtin I'm just so sure about
Just hope my mistakes never make you doubt
Reassure me, I need it
Confused from every status I see
And whenever you go ghost I'm on the deep end
I'm just not myself, I'm not myself
Things could be going great...
Then as if you had this voodoo doll, I get these random heartaches
And it's just cause I miss you so much
Your voice, your smell, your touch
Without you no good news or accomplishments ever mean as much
What if you told me that I could have you...
Would it make me feel okay?
If the sky was gray would you paint it blue, just to wash my pain away?