Cold seems crippling
Lame meander through corridors
Aroma's thick with age
Mark off the day
Reflections of my life are fading
Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in,
Feeble frail and rotting
Descending
I'm lost in a structure that's collapsing
don't want it, cast into,
Maker take the body don't want it, it wants ME!
Past has found its place
salvation is no more
Will god accept my peace
Bleached will pardon me
Reflections of my life are fading
Pull me out of body don't want it, don't want in,
Feeble frail and rotting descending I'm lost in,
A structure that's collapsing
Don't want it, cast into,
Maker take the body don't want it, it wants ME!
I just want to run around
fly kites, wrestle, jump and play
Swim through waves that crash to shore
memories in me,
cocooned in misery
I'm sick and tired,
of embracing reflections of past time,
receive me or cast me away!
...god please take me away!
resistance, futile!
suicidal ideas
I will crucify my own being
satisfy selfish needs, fuck the deities
justify my own right to what's waiting for ME!
On the other side of me
The time has come
Lock and load
I'm coming (I'm coming)
I'm coming (I'm coming)
I'm coming
I'm coming HOME!
Pull me out of body don't want it, don't want in,
Pull me out of body don't want it, don't want in,
Pull me out of body don't want it, don't want in,
Feeble frail and rotting,
descending,
I'm lost in a structure that's collapsing
descending, don't want it,
Maker take the body, don't want it, don't want in,
Pull me out of body don't want it, don't want in,
Feeble frail and rotting,
descending,
I'm lost in a structure that's collapsing
descending, don't want it
Maker take the body, don't want it, it wants ME!
I just want to run around
fly kites, wrestle, jump and play
Swim through waves that crash to shore
Memories in me
Cocooned in misery
The darkness overcomes
Soul soars to the other plane
Existence past the door,
I sail through purgatory's bay
I asked a god for poison
Cradle ME
Sown to my dreams,
Souls searching
Death blossoms where clouds lie over me
Held in god's hands
Death blooming...
Dark for fear of failure,
An inner gloom as wide as an eye and fermenting,
Roiling hate,
Death grip in my veins,
Unveiling rancid petals,
Flowering forth foul nectar,
Space between a blink and a tear,
Death Blooms.