Drunk as hell, I set my church on fire
Overwhelmed by such a bright desire to see
All I knew burned up in such a flame
Nothing true besides the crushing blame you set
I shouted to Heaven, "Go on and leave me alone."
Someone shouted back at me, "Fine, if that's what you want
I'm gone
I'll leave you like you always wanted
Just like I never cared
Leave you like you were nothing
Just like I was never there."
Drunk as well, I found you out of range
Broke the spell to find that nothing changed in me
All my life in search of something good
But each time I tried I was misunderstood by you
I shouted to Heaven, "Go on and leave me alone."
Someone shouted back at me, "Fine, if that's what you want
I'm gone
I'll leave you like you always wanted
Just like I never cared
Leave you like you were nothing
Just like I was never there