I'm so fucking fragile
I fall in love every other week
And on the weeks in between
I'm in recovery
I can't find a way to escape my mind
Guess I've gotta live here all the time
Man, I really hate that I'm stuck inside
There's gotta be a way to find real life
It only rains in Seattle
And now I live here all year long
Cooking up this vicious nightmare
That you were the one all along
And I let you go
I never told you so
'Cause I barely know you
So why would I tell you so?
Why would I tell you so?
Why would I tell you so?
I'm not really afraid of heights
Unless we happened to speak earlier that night
I'm not trying to put the blame on you, the truth is
I'm a danger to myself
I'm not sure if I'm crazy
I can't really tell if I'm normal or okay
I can't see myself from the outside
And it drives me fucking mad
(Hey!)
I thought I wanted money
I thought I wanted fame
I thought I wanted life
To never be the same
But all I want
And all I'm chasing
Is that feeling
When you forget about everything
And it's just you and me for a moment
For a moment
Don't let me forget
One day I'm gonna die
And I won't leave anything behind
So I gotta just keep on living
And chasing that feeling
'Cause I know you were the one for me
But it wasn't meant to be
At least I found that feeling
I've been searching for that feeling
And I finally found that feeling with you
Finally found that feeling with you
Finally found that feeling with you
So thank you for that feeling, that feeling, that feeling
Thank you for that feeling