ive never felt so insulated
nothing can make it past my skin
and when you get so aggravated
i can just close my eyes
i can just shut my mouth
i can just stuff my ears and never listen
i never really ever sleep much
but waking up's the hardest part
always afraid i'll get that phonecall
telling me that you aren't here
telling me that you gave up
telling me you left it all
like you said you want to
and i would breathe a sigh of relief
cause you're so mean when you wanna die
i hang my head and i know why
you have taken from my life
everything that made me decent inside
ive never felt so complicated
bottle it up inside my mind
i know that this aint what you wanted
never meant to waste my time
never meant to be so blue
never meant to take it out
on me like you do
and i would breathe a sigh of relief
i would breathe a sigh of relief
cause you're so mean when you wanna die
i hang my head and i know why
you have taken from my life
everything that made me decent inside
i am far from decent inside
i have got these feelings that i just cant hide
i am far from decent inside