Why must I endure this cursed cup of life?
If it is possible let it pass from me.
What has led me
To such misery?
To be totally alone in this settlement of fools?
In this Godless Commune Of Sodom
Slandered and lied about am I.
My being poisoned beyond belief.
It would make all but the strong willed die.
Those who I once befriended
Have left me now, deserted
And stranded alone and bitter
Unable to Trust or to Love.
In this Godless Commune Of Sodom
Where hellish spirit does dwell.
All righteousness will die
And pillars of salt will reign.
Yet amazed am I
That in this soon-to-be city
Damned by salt and fire
I feel more anguish and loneliness
Than when on summits high
With crows for companions.