Sitting on the floor
My head between my legs
Telling myself
That I'm so fuckin' brave
Laughing out loud
I keep moving away
It's like the water doesn't touch my skin
And I don't wanna be too much like them
And when I look for her she's hangin'
Out in the bathroom with lipstick and aspirin
In another day
At a slower pace
Feeling out your space
When you don't know how
Suckin' on your thumb
You're such an awful flirt
Just a slip of the tongue
Playing games with words
I press my feet
Into the dirt
And I just couldn't keep it to myself
I pulled the dictionary off the shelf
And while I talk too loud she's hangin'
Out in the bathroom
With lipstick and aspirin
Sometimes you don't know who you are
And you doubt
You doubt
You doubt
You doubt