Sometimes there is the all-overcoming urge
To purify, relieve my own nerves
Souls are lost
Souls are bound
Spinning in the wheel
Higher-self is found
Bargaining a deal
Consumed by the flesh our souls rot in damnation
Bound by Lucifer's wheel of re-incarnation
Lessons are learned by suffering and intolerance
Degraded to slaves we must learn obedience
Never getting ahead of my self, never losing my head,
Despite the trouble I'm in
Why is my ego so distinctly present?
Why won't my knowledge take me higher?
Am I still unworthy in the eyes of the Gods?
The complexity of the matter never seizes to amaze me
Perspectives are diminished by the glistening reflections
The essence of my spark is ever smaller than I imagined
Makes me enhance my focus on visions I once abandoned
Souls are lost
Souls are bound
Spinning in the wheel
Bargaining a deal
Higher-self is found
Redemption is here
Release your mess
Personalization is less
Solving, creating, same difference is made
Releasing, or holding on to this nerve wrecking state
Increasing, (getting) stronger with each word
I never could tell which I prefer
Always compelled in ways unforeseen
Intrigued by the knowledge included in me
Is there ar eason I'm forced to be seen
Misjudgement, confusion I've been put in?
Have I grown deluded by the answers I've sought?
Always passing me by, the true meaning
So aware constantly, my patience runs thin