I'm shrouded and sedated
Patiently awaiting
For my mind to really calm down
I'm afraid of being hated
'Cause I'm so jaded
Not like everybody somehow
Trapped underneath the stairs
Dealing with the fears
Constantly it's silent and loud
I am who I am
There's nothing I can do
I try to hide it
And it keeps breaking through
I feel the world so different
Than anyone of you
Remember who you are
There's nothing you can do
I'm constantly debating
Why I'm always playing
Walking around with my head down
I don't wanna be like anyone
What the fuck have I done
To this deserve this terror somehow
Trapped underneath the stairs
Dealing with the fears
Constantly it's silent and loud
I am who I am
There's nothing you can do
I try to hide it
And it keeps breaking through
I feel this world so different
Than anyone of you
Remember who you are
There's nothing I can do
I'm all I've got
Can't hide what I am
Like it or not
I push it down, comes back again
The medicine
Stopped working long ago
I am the problem
Inside has nowhere to go
Inside has nowhere to go
Inside has nowhere to go
Inside has nowhere to go
Inside has nowhere to go
Nowhere to fucking go
I am who I am
There's nothing you can do
I try to hide it
And it keeps breaking through
I feel this world so different
Than anyone of you
Remember who you are
There's nothing I can do
You're always stuck with you
(Nothing I can do)
You're always stuck with you