One year before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
And so very special
But I'm a creep
I'm a widow
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so very special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep
I'm a widow
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
She's smiling out again
She's is runing out ...
Run, Run
Run, Run
Run
Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so very special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep
I'm a widow
What the hell am I doïng here?
I don't belong here
I don't belong here