Somethings gonna change I know it will
To erase the pain, I pop these pills
I do so much that it dont seem real
To hide the way I really feel
They dont give me a handling
So what am I gonna have when Im at the end
Wheres my fam all I have is my friends
I dont know my dad but Im just like him
My mama told me to learn from all of her stories
But instead I just I sit and think in
I just drink down all these 40s
Hoping thats gonna cure it all, all
All I needs a little more alcohol
Pack above, down the loose
Then I might feel tough
They say everything gonn happen for a reason
Im just hoping things gonn happen for me
While Im looking for something to believe in
Im hoping they believein in me
And I dont know where all this gonn go
Im just praying that Ill never loose control, oh, oh, oh
And one day everything will come through
And youll all know the story of a boy, a boy named Hue
Tryna find the real in all this fiction and fake
Gossip and hate, but listen, fuck you
Im gonna choose my own faith
Cause I aint got none but a wild ass dream
That me and my team well one day be kings
Be on big screens, have fans scream
Have model bitch skin all on my jeans
Ima have everything but thats just a hunch
No more jokes, Im not no
Ima have any chick that I want
Fuck actress, hoes like you
Ima work my ass up, cause Ill only get this once
Learn to do it on my own
Cause I aint come from a grady bunch
They say everything gonn happen for a reason
Im just hoping things gonn happen for me
While Im looking for something to believe in
Im hoping they believein in me
And I dont know where all this gonn go
Im just praying that Ill never loose control, oh, oh, oh
And one day everything will come through