i miss the way you make me feel
so cold and alone, so cold and alone
i miss the way you make me wait
by the telephone to tell you i'm trying to get by
learning how to tie my own noose
because you win and i lose
it's been so hard but you've been so smooth
so play it off and pretend
you never know what you got yourself into
i'll play it off and pretend
i never meant a word i said
now i'm starting to realize
that getting lost in your eyes
was the worst move, you win and i lose
forever isn't long enough
to get over giving so much up
to someone who will throw it all away
and a smile can only hide so much
i choose death over your touch
i fell head over heels into my grave
i count my lucky stars
i thank God i've seen a smile like yours
but don't take it as a compliment
just know it's straight from the heart
now i'm driving around yeah to get lost
just to find myself at any cost
if i hit the brakes my heart will stop
i'm taking comfort in the dark
i keep saying i know your not mine
but i'm praying that you'll be alright
because it's hard to let go of the ones you love
and i keep hoping for the best
as this wound heals in my chest
i know one day my best will be enough