It's just another day
In a mind of insane
Death is creeping in again
Storms of hail and rain
Can't hold on another day
In the mind that's full of rage
Feels like I'm losing grip
On the existence that is my
Place!
My reality is slipping, my hands on the gun and gripping
Depression blankets me entombs and threatens my existence
So many times I've lost my mind, held on too much but not this time
My selfishness embracing so I let go of resistance!
Fuck you all, that try to talk
Your sense to me, I don't belong
Just leave me be, this dead mans on the ledge
Your sympathy don't mean shit to me
So fuck this life I'm sharpening
The blade that is conduit to my end
One foot in the gutter
One foot in grave
One foot for revenge
One for being betrayed
One foot for denial
One foot for lost faith
One foot in the gutter
One foot in the grave
The rope around my neck is gripping
The stool under feet is slipping
To purge me of the pressure
And the hell that's been my life
Too many times, I lost my sight
I've chose this battle but refuse to fight
Today's my day of reckoning, so let the fuse ignite
Fuck you all, that try to talk
Your sense to me, I don't belong
Just leave me be, this dead mans on the ledge
Your sympathy don't mean shit to me
So fuck this life I'm sharpening
The blade that is conduit to my end
One foot in the gutter
One foot in grave
One foot for revenge
One for being betrayed
One foot for denial
One foot for lost faith
One foot in the gutter
One foot in the grave
I took that final step
At last without regret
This gift I wouldn't sell
My heaven is your hell
Everything is dark
Everything is light
Angels fly in heaven
As demons fall tonight
This darkness I caress
Blows warm air upon my neck
As I embrace my death
No more panic, no distress
This life cannot be saved
This life I lost today
I had one foot in the gutter
Now both are in the grave