there are some nights i hold
to every note i ever wrote
some nights i say fuck it all
stare at the calendar
waiting for catastrophes
imagining, they scare me
and the change in whatever
it is i am changing into
and you are very right to be scared
cuz there are some nights i hold you close
pushing you to hold me
or begging you to lock me up
never let me see the world
nights i live in horror of the people or the radio
tea parties and twitter, ive never been so bitter
and youuuuu
why you wanna stay
oh my god
have you listened to me lately
lately ive been going crazy (so crazy)
and youuuu
why you want to stay
oh my god
have you listened to me lately
lately ive been fucking crazy
there are some nights i wait
for someone to save us
but i never look inward
try not to look awkward
and some nights i pray
our sun is gonna come to me
but usually
im just trying to get some sleep
some NIGHTS!