Did you know that forever and always
Meant nothing more than a couple of words
And the smile it put on my face
I think that’s bullshit
You know it’s bullshit
I wonder if you miss me at all
Or even care about my existence
I’m sitting in my bedroom having sing alongs to songs you’ve never heard
Or that you’d probably never care about, I can’t figure out what’s worse
The ease with which you lied and convinced me I was not someone you’d throw away
Or the fact that it fucking worked
I guess I’ll just push play and be a stowaway
Did you feel anything at all?
Or was I just a way to pass the time
Until your boredom built a wall
And was it worth it?
It wasn’t worth it.
The flawless picture inside my head turned out to be imperfect.
The songs they’re droning on and on
As the day’s rolling on and on.