You have a worm inside your chest
â¨It's been ten months don't tell your friends
They drink and laugh and like to think the best
â¨It's called a parasite it's freeâ¨
So you're getting what you paid forâ¨
If you can't sell it back you know there's always bleach
The blue man opens windows to the ground
I watched his seed spread pumpkin rash like doubtâ¨
And all the showerheads are looking down
For god's sake won't you please just turn around
Another day spent in a Kleenex
Suffocating babies with soggy minds and eyes that look like mineâ¨
And savage is the sweating instinct to smother
â¨Thirsty like a flash of light that stabs my eyes and milks the blood for likes
But my passions just a shaking bush at night
Behind a school with mashed potato mouths and thighsâ¨
And my truth is just the costume for the class
That is worn and sweat through stepped on then put back
That's fine I know you never really asked for thisâ¨
But darling you did eat the fish and even my taste it made you sick
Just like the candy hearts you fed me on that night out in the coldâ¨
You read from fortune cookie notesâ¨
But every separate path you spoke of leads to the same hole
And words are just the costumes
â¨Used to disguise embarrassed fools mine are empty and confusedâ¨
You tore them off when I tried them on you
And everything I've ever done has led me to this dusty stage screaming out your name through disguises that are cheap and far too big
â¨So you hang your headâ¨
Find a friend you're both embarrassed by the sound
â¨Cover your mouth with your hands and you laugh
I stabbed you in my arm so that you could keep me warm
You never had to impress you knew I'd poke you in again
For every whispered promise there are two bathroom secretsâ¨
For every touch that made a song there are two holes in my skin