I grew up on the white side
With a bright ear, and a bright mind
With a good kin and a good home
But I can tell the shit ive been on
Was emotionally fucked up
And feeling helpless in the maze
Just praying I had the luck
To dont get mocked another day
A quiet kid with a loud mind
Walking with a strained fist
Such a rage inside contained
Got me willing to cut ya wrist
But life aint fair
Plus I knew my place wasn't there
I was a stranger
And I wouldnt even pretend I didn care
Cos it's not what it seems
Youngsters get really mean
When they wanna put down your self steem
I was too fresh from the crib to know it
I just wanna run and play, but anyway (hun!)
I could be sorry for myself, I might
Nigga its the facts of life, I can't changes that
Lil nigga it's just you and a backpack
So what you gonna do with that?
I'll just make my way
Through the darkest times
And no one is gonna break me down
Though I'm not the usual
I looking for a plea
To stand by and face the darkness
As it flies by now I'm hittin high school
Just a few friend never been a cool dude
Now I'm gettin depressed and shit
Everybody so cold if I ever hit the bottom
Would you missed me when I'm gone?
And life, it ain't getting no better
Standing on handbreak willing to hittin the pedal
I should've been given a medal
The way I keep it real
Got the fake spear running to the hills
So ive
Been neglected
Been rejected
Been afected
With the lack
Of respect
Dont worry yall gon get ya
Payback
When my checks come around
N'you'll love me for that
But watch out for the plot twist
Oh yeah, nerd attack is back
And now I'm fucking up the whole script
I show out with a hot bitch and a hot whip
Middle finger everyone that check the cockpit
But it hapenend for the best
Music has come to save me
The come up has come to pay me
Times has changed, and I wanna deliver my best lines
And a beat that could worth the rhyme, and thats why
I be in the studio baking
This is history in the making
I lay back, nigga this is plenitude
And make a toast for the hustles I've been thru!
I'll just make my way
Through the darkest times
And no one is gonna break me down
Though I'm not the usual
I looking for a plea
To stand by and face the darkness
(Let's slow it down a lil bit..)
(And I'll tell you what it is...)
Now a cop wanna blame
And the bosses underpayme
And niggas they wanna play me
And the broads keep acting shady
They hate, becouse they certainly
Dont want for a nigga to make
It gets a feel that they be haunted for certain debates
Imma peacefull nigga, I swear
You may not report that
But I ain't taking shit from nobody
You give to me you get it back
Yeah... Should I sue you in my best suit?
So you achieve the fetish
Prosecuters gonna stalk you
You feeling me?
I'm I being clear? I'm feeling straight.
Straight to the point
Calling out the case 'cos I don't wanna no haze in this
I get upon the stage and the niggas pay for this
Lay up in the beat, thrill my niggas and my peers
This is all I wanted for life
To use a daw and a mic
So ain't nobody gonna hold me back!
I'll just make my way
Through the darkest times
And no one is gonna break me down
Though I'm not the usual
I looking for a plea
To stand by and face the darkness