try to catch the shadows
throw my soul into deep blame
the misty blue of sorrows
everlasting flame
try to catch the sun
throw my mind into disdain
wayfaring w/ contempt
everlasting pain
hold on to every moment
before it dissapears
to perception lead me
sentimental inner fears
dark mother - petrified tears are glaring
dark mother - stigmatize my destiny
dark mother - dreadful eyes are staring
dark mother - you can't take my memory
take a bath in my resistance
sweet water burns the skin
follow purity in trance
memory's killing from w/in
yearning is the darkest fashion
a bitter slander's what I see
hope is like staggering passion
a golden sea of memory