Today was unexpected nothing here is how I left it
Each day that passes by just seems to feed the lie
Closing in around me makes it so hard to see
Now I'm standing on a ledge my foot creeps closer to the edge
Friends all know what to say to make me push them away
What they can't know about me makes it so hard to see
I'm not holding my tongue for you anymore
I'll scream so loud 'til I drown you out
Now you can't hold me down anymore more
I'll scream so loud I'll scream so loud till I drown you out
So many days of silence too many destructive ways to vent
I hope they set something free didn't know they were out to kill me
Today I'll turn it all around pick myself off the ground
Sweat all the sickness out force all the demons down
Stand up and set it straight get it right before it's too late
For now I'm feelin' fine left all the pain behind
It's time to live my life I finally got it right
I'm not holding my tongue for you anymore
I'll scream so loud 'til I drown you out
Now you can't hold me down anymore more
I can still taste the words on my tongue sayin' we're ok
but when I raise my head up to see the darker side that isn't me
So now I raise my hands up so tired of giving in throw this all away and start again
I'm not holding my tongue for you anymore
I'll scream so loud 'til I drown you out
Now you can't hold me down anymore more