It's 3 AM
I can hear your voice through my bedroom walls
Yeah my house may be pretty but see what goes down in the halls
No my life isn't perfect and I'm trying to work all I can
But some nights I'm tried that's something you don't understand
If only
You could see what's in my mind
Then maybe
You'll know why I'm never fine
Can someone be proud of who I am and what I've become?
Cause I'm at that point where I'm worn out completely numb
I truly and deeply am sorry for all that I've caused
So please take my joy and my pride just get rid of it all
No, I never reach up to your expectations
I'm always wrong
So sorry for not being that perfect pretty girl that you want
If only
You could see what's in my mind
Then maybe
You'll know why I'm never fine
Can someone be proud of who I am and what I've become?
Cause I'm at that point where I'm worn out completely numb
You never know where my thoughts are going this time
Maybe cause you never took the time to realize
That I still have demons and battles I'm trying to win
So don't let me lose and be terrified of my own skin
If only
You could see what's in my mind
Then maybe
You'll know why I'm never fine
Can someone be proud of who I am and what I've become?
Cause I'm at that point where I'm worn out completely numb