Don't ever forget the ways
Of golden hopes that lost the fray
To wasted rainy cloudy days
That squelched the light...obscured the day
Light that lived without a hue
Without a care for me or you
Life that's led by cold hard fate
On days that you were forced to wait
Remember,
When you looked good
But no one saw you
So you didn't exist
Wait for someone who would care
But I'm too wasted & no one's there
I won't compete in a human race
Find my own way at my own pace
Tired of fear & being alone
Desires died assent has grown
Time to face the great unknown
Duel with death & claim his thrown
This isn't spite in any way
Life was spite now it's okay
I cannot face one more day
I have to go I will not stay
At the end, reflecting,
Like a shattered mirror
A pool of blood & tears
It all seems so futile...lost....hopeless
I have been sacrificed
On the altar of progress
Crucified denied nullified
In the name of excess
Society...My murderer
Will get off
Only to kill again & again
You and me, we're blood money
Entrenched in a Malbowge
Purgatory teases me
the revelation mimics me
Retribution watches tauntingly
C'mon Jesus,
Save save enslave me
Hail Mary full of grace
Save me from the human race
Wipe tears of flame from my face
Help me get out of this place
Lately things ain't gone the way
That I'd hoped they would one day
I hoped to stay true to form
I wished to take this world by storm
But I just sit & waste away
I'm too wasted & no one cares
I'm too wasted & no one's there
I'm too wasted & life's not fair