I'm so cruel and I'm so mean, when I'm in disguise it seems
What is it that I think I'll discover, if I run from this cover
So that you won't be wiser, I'm the emotional, emotional miser
Feeling the black inside my head, and the way it makes me feel so dead
Don't look back the black is on the attack
Leaving all it touches, touches dead
That's the way it takes away the pain in my head
Will you help me find, will you help me lose my mind
Don't look back of the black is on the attack
Taking away the pain in my head till I'm dead
Funny how I do not have any feelings of dread
Will you help me find, will you help me lose my mind
Live by my disguise instead, as if to prove that reality's dead
Am I trying to hide a disgrace, is that why I bleed the light from
this place
What is it that I think I will find, is it just another unread sign
What is it that I think I will fear, is it I'll wash away my disguise
with tears
Don't look back the black is on the attack
Leaving all it touches, touches dead
That's the way it takes away the pain in my head
Will you help me find, will you help me lose my mind
Don't look back of the black is on the attack
Taking away the pain in my head till I'm dead
Funny how I do not have any feelings of dread
Will you help me find, will you help me lose my mind
The cruel things that I do and say, are eating my heart and my mind a way
In my head I am searching around, trying to kill what is keeping me down
The flames are burning they never tire, I don't know why my world on fire
with all that has burned through me, there is only one way to be free
Don't look back the black is on the attack
Leaving all it touches, touches dead
That's the way it takes away the pain in my head
Will you help me find, will you help me lose my mind
Don't look back of the black is on the attack
Taking away the pain in my head till I'm dead
Funny how I do not have any feelings of dread
Will you help me find, will you help me lose my mind
Will you help me find, will you help me lose my mind