Mom I got those bad thoughts in my head again
The drugs the doctor gave me aint working
My dick won't get hard and I feel hollow
Another Percocet with Jim Beam I swallow
I got one in the chamber and I think it's for myself
No turning back
Take the cowards way out
Fuck it
Something's gotta give cause I've got nothing left to see
In the mirror I hate the piece of shit looking back at me
This room is getting darker and the walls are closing in
Every time I close my eyes all I see is her fucking him
That fucking whore-That filthy fucking whore
Can't make this pain go away
One in the chamber and today is the day
Heartbeats steady and my finger is calm
357 inside of my palm
Time to go on a permanent ride
Just say fuck it kiss this world goodbye
Squeeze the trigger feel the sweet release
Damn it felt good to watch that Bitch bleed....