Every day I breathe is just another opportunity for disappointment
Im a lonely fly cause all my friends and family died without me in my ointment,
Theres always someone here thats better than you (better than you)
Their girlfriends always seem prettier too.
Always wonder if the other people in the world I can name might be perverted.
In a song there is a way of speaking but in real life I cannot word it.
Enough to make me wish I could find God (I could find God)
But if he ever met me hed think Im odd
All the necessary bullshit takes time and it will leave you feeling weary,
All the things you wanna keepwill leave you faster than a new apocalypse theory,
Everything Ill ever say makes me weak (makes me weak)
Id be a mercy human if I could speak
Here I am, Im on a road, all alone and all I have to think about is
I wish that I wasnt on my own but rather warm inside one of those houses
Theres only one thing I can think of to say (think of to say),
Its easier than never having to pray
(Chorus )
Screw you, moon, youre always shining on me,
Even when Im down here crying, youre still brighter (still brighter) than me.
Every feeling has a price and its your right to turn it in for something different.
There are no refunds available because the value changes in an instant.
Saddness can be worth as much as love can (as much as love can),
I cant completely blow a hole in your plans.
Trying to kid myself that there is anything in anybody worth me liking
People just pretend to like each other so they dont feel lonely when theyre dying.
Motion pictures really make matters worse (make matters worse),
They make you get the pointlessness of this earth.
In an instant everything can go from being bubbly and entertaining
waking up to go outside residers serving this because of me its raining
Seems the world is going out of its way,
To beat me down so it can piss in my face,
When will everything be on your side it seems to be on everybody elses
Then you start to act like youre a kid but it is dangerous; youre pissed and helpless.
Whats the point in being out of the wild? (out of the wild?)
At least for now Ill schedule a smile.