I forgot the reason why we love
Things became so distant between us
I push away, every day
Lie to myself, and hide my face
Fear takes hold of me, puts me in that place
But when you leave the things I lose is ecstasy
I can't feel a single thing inside of me
Days go by, and I survive
Living with the broken shell that's left of me
And I wait, for better days
Run far away, that's what it tells me
Its easier to quit, than to color in the boundaries
Tarot cards and magic men who tell you how tomorrow ends
You tell yourself not to believe, then live your life along with these
I try to fight, and this is how it goes
When you leave the things I lose is ecstasy
I cant feel a single thing inside of me
Days go by, and I survive
Living with the broken shell that's left of me