A million feelings I choose to hide
Never have to nerve to show you
Too many words ive kept inside
I want so bad to let you know
You make me wanna laugh then scream
I feel like I can do anything
I have so many things to say
I'm still too scared to look your way
Make me feel alive
Gotta catch my breath when you light me up inside
Oh and maybe today
I might find a way to finally say
I cant pretend anymore
And I cant understand how the sun keeps shining
And I still cant have you
I lie awake and wonder about
All the times ive ever tried to
Say hello words wont come out
They stay inside I wonder why
Its so hard to see you every day
And never breathe a word of what I wanna say
I go round and round it never ends
My heart and I start over again
Does it matter how I try
I still lose my mind when you look me in the eye
Oh and maybe today
I might find a way to finally say
I cant pretend anymore
And I cant understand how the sun keeps shining
And I still cant have you
Open your eyes
Hey know I'm still here
I wont run away
But that doesnt mean
Ill wait forever
Make me feel alive
Gotta catch my breath when you light me up inside
Oh and maybe today
I might find a way to finally say
I cant pretend anymore
And I cant understand how does the sun keeps shining
And I still cant have you
And I still cant have you
And I still cant have you
And I still can have you