Wide awake I open my eyes into a nightmare of a life that I despise I gotta,
break it down to the bare essentials 'cause life's too short to be sentimental.
Twisting around inside my head so many crazy visions - am I better off dead?
Filled with dread - gun under the bed to clip all the motherfuckers trying to keep me down,
I ain't fuckin' around.
Wide awake my eyes are open I- can't breathe my heart is choking and I can't speak the words unspoken and I can't believe my life is broken again