(and as the sun goes down I cry myself to sleep)
I watch the bugs crawling across my skin
Now that you are gone, I can let things crumble
And though it seems that this was meant to be
Its so hard to see and all I do is stumble
The candles burn but its still too dark
I have given up so its not worth trying
Ill face the truth when I think I can
Try to understand what I love denying
Im only
Falling through the cracks
Im only
Losing my will to live
Im only
Broken and beaten down
Im only... Im only
Ive got to go this place is poison now
Now that you are gone and your ghost ignores me
I beg and plead with eternity
But this fantasy I see abhors me
The visions come during day or night
Angels, devils pray on my weak condition
And out of reach theres a tiny light
That could set things right if I could change position
Im only
Falling through the cracks
Im only
Losing my will to live
Im only
Broken and beaten down
Im only... Im only
If only the sun could spare me this pain
I would open up the doors and let him in
And look into his eyes
Just burn away your lies
Burn you from my heart and from my soul
Im only
Falling through the cracks
Im only
Losing my will to live
Im only
Broken and beaten down
Im only... Im only