Love is a lie, and
humans are whores.
I've been a mess,
since the day I was born.
I keep waking up,
And yeah I don't know why.
Cause when I go to sleep,
Yeah I'm hoping I die.
Well maybe this time I won't wake up,
And maybe this time I'll try.
And maybe this time I won't wake up,
cause maybe this time I'll die.
This place is collapsing,
Around my heart.
Because it's been this way,
right from the start.
This fire is burning,
Inside my mind.
And now I'm afraid,
That I won't make it out in time.
Help me, I'm sick,
And my illness, is being alive.
Well I don't blame you,
And no I don't blame me.
Because there's no one to blame,
That you wanted to cheat.
I was always around,
But I was never enough.
Because the men that you found,
Left me broken as fuck.
Now I'm alone, and falling apart.
While you're with someone else and still have my heart.
You say that you love me, but I know it's not true,
and between you and me, I'll never forgive you.
And now I'm alone, and falling apart.
While you're with someone else and still have my heart.
You say that you love me, but I know it's not true,
and between you and me, I'll always forgive you.
This place is collapsing,
Around my heart,
Because it's been this way,
right from the start.
This fire is burning,
Inside my mind,
And now I can see
That I'm out of time.
You said that you loved me, and that I was your one and only. You promised to be mine forever, and now I'm just sitting here alone, wishing that I was dead, trying to fucking comprehend how you were able to just forget me and move on. All I think about is you, all I dream about is you, and I wanted to give you the fucking world and you didn't care. Well I hope you're happy with your new fuck-toy, and I hope that everything works out for you, because I'm fucking miserable. And while the months are stacking on top of each other and it doesn't ever seem to end, or get any better. Nothing means anything anymore, because every word you ever fucking spoke was a fucking lie, and even though you said you loved me, I look back now and ask myself, why did I believe you?