Every breath I take, I take in vain
Work my ass off for nothing, nothing to gain
In this fractured life, I’m submersed in pain
I’ve tried day in day out again
Just to find a means to an end
As my mind crumbles and descends again
It doesn’t make sense living today
Doesn’t matter even if you pray
I just wanna lay here and let myself die
But I think there’s much more to the truth
Sadistic ways to love and abuse
An end that’s always long and overdue
Malfunction in the society
And I totally lost my sobriety
As I take this pill I wave goodbye
It doesn’t make sense living today
Doesn’t matter even if you pray
I just wanna lay here and let myself die
I was born from a bloody womb
Into a world that’s just so fucking cruel
I need to get away, I need to get away from you
Emotions that are way too fragile
Inner conflicts collide in my mind
It doesn’t make sense living today
Doesn’t matter even if you pray
I just wanna lay here and let myself die